For a long time I've had a problem loving myself, and sometimes even with liking myself. I tend to go through phases, but some of those phases have included the biggest hate campaign on myself that you could imagine.
Well, as I mentioned before, I've been working to change myself. The following, is something I wrote last night...
'Tonight, I was honoured with the long awaited ability to see the things in myself, that made you fall in love with me. Tonight, I was honoured with the long awaited realisation that I am falling in love with myself. For the first time in my life, I have found confidence in my comfort zone. It’s no longer a chore to believe that I look good, or am talented, or am loved. For the first time in my life, I have found myself holding the control of not getting my hopes up and letting them rocket sky high, then crash and burn. This feeling is incomparable. This feeling is control.'
I could not feel more free. My life is about me, and this new snippet of peace I have found with myself.
Just wanted to get it out there.
Courtney's Imagination★
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